It's been over a year since my last blog post and man oh man what ever happened to the blogging world? Haha I feel like I used to be so obsessed with reading and writing blogs. Have I just gotten into a whole new level of laziness?
Since my last posting I've grown and changed in many ways, I hope for the better! I've read some of my previous postings and man it seems like I haven't changed at all from all the things that I've wanted improve on ... well like any other year. I will once again say it again. Going forward there will be a new me, new attitude, new adventures, and new friends.
Have you ever set a "New Years Resolution" and failed to keep it past the 1st few weeks? Well I've definitely been guilty of that... MANY times even though I keep telling myself that I'll change. What's the difference between then and now? What will keep me from converting back to my old ways? Simply put it. I'm embarrassed.
I've reflected on myself and you know I'm embarrassed that I basically set myself up for disaster. I did a whole lot of talking but not a lot of action. So now I'm embarrassed. I'm calling myself out on my own bullsh*t and taking action.
So what's my "New Years Resolution"? To overall better myself. Whether it be being more organized, exercising more, simply... a better me.
I started my first week of the new year completely sick... my 2nd week with a rash on my neck and half my face peeling ... well I'm in full recovery mode and will be back up and running in the next few days. I gotta tell you, taking Benadryl will sucks the life out of you! My goodness, the drowsiness takes over like crazy. Regardless! I've still been productive! I've still tried to do as much as possible whenever I can... one thing that I learned is not to beat yourself up to much because when you're so hard on yourself you'll either bring yourself up or you'll completely give up. I've learned that I'm one of those people who will give up. That's what I've learned about myself.
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